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merrygirl
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Hello love
Hey guys.lol Its been a while hasnt it? Sorry. Iv been busy with photoshoots, fashion lines, and pouty moels who make me sick.lol Iv finally got a break, spring break is right around the corner, and im hitting the beach. Even if it kills my boss.lol Hope you guys are doing well. TTYL. kisses
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Well here I am again. A whisper of my former self. My absence was due to a rather horrid eating disorder and drug abuse. I didnt even relize that I had withered so, until I went shopping today. Before I was a large girl who wore a plus size. Now I wear a 6. Now that I look back on my poetry, I can see myself fading away. Like my sickness played out on paper.

Can you?

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Wretched Pleasure

You draw near and overtake me,

With a strength thats solid and fascinating.

As your sent engulfs my body,

reminding me of India and lonely melencoly.

Dark spices and dirty deeds,

Dim-lighted room and witches brooms.

Everything and nothing,

different, yet very much the same.

two become one, then three,

but my lover is with her,

not me.

Alas, tis a dream

of what could have been mine,

but proved foly over time.

Depart o wretched pleasure!

find some other heart to haunt.

Go with your visions of him who I want.

His heart wants not me,

so our love cannot be.

Depart o wretched pleasure,

and let me be.

 

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Tumble

I just found out 3 seconds ago that my step-father asked my mother for a divorce this morning. After 8 years of loving him, she is being forced from his bed and heart. It sickens me. And the worst part is that I really thought that he was different.

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Holy Crap!!!lol
Damn, has it really been that long? Wow. Iv been a myspace and tagged whoe for a while.lol But I will make an effort to blog her from time to time.
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